What's Happening!~~
Finally, the blog which no ones comes to anymore. Nobody comes to this place anymore. That's good. though I can't say to much.
Why is it happening to me? I was given a warning, a warning I never heed. I don't care what will happen to me no more. All I know, anything that happens; I will accept anything that happens. I know I'm sad, I'm sick. No matter, if i have 1 hour or 1 day or 1 month left, I would make full use of it. Hopeless, but hoping. =D
A friend of mine once said to me: "It's hard to know what you really feeling. Your emotion doesn't show on your face"
Come to think of it, I agree to that very much. I'm good if I'm around people, very bad at it when I'm alone.
I have so many questions, so many.
All I ever wanted is to be with YOU.
Everything that I did for you, EVERYTHING, will always be blocked, obstacles all around. Why?
Everytime I'm alone; it is always you that comes to my thoughts. Why?
Everynight I couldn't sleep; can, only after rolling for hours in my bed. Why?
We are still in contact even now; fate or just luck. Why?
Maybe I have an answer to all those question, maybe because I STILL LOVE YOU.
These are just the tiny fraction that lingers in my head.
One question remains that I really need an answer to... WHO DO YOU SEE ME AS?
P/S. Look out for the letter from "SANTA" =)